Saturday, March 20, 2010

Broken Hearted



hmm....smlm balik keje rasa penat sgt.mata mmg tak bole nk celik langsung.last2 tertido dpn tv kul 8 lebey.mkn pon idak.mmg sgt tak bole buka mata. dh la sejam semacam jea smlm. siap dgn comforter lagik.mmg tido tak hengat.hahhahhaha..tp kul 11 terjaga jua...layan tenet kejap. tp tenet ngok! hohoho. so kul 12 tido ler balik. pg td bangun teringat sesuatu.hhmmm...

trus tekan2 tepon send text message to Cik Far. apa jd dgn plan kitorg hr nie ntah.hihihi. ok dia reply kul 12 dia gerak dr umah.hmmm...still got about 2 hours.so smbg tido ler.kekkeke.mlm td mmg tido beralaskan tikar buluh jea. tv tak tutup, lampu menyala sampai pg. tue pon masih bole tido yang melampau. ngek ngek ngek. kul 12 br la bangun mandi n bersiap. kul 12.45 br la cik far sampai. terpusing2 minah tue nk masuk umah aku.kekekeke. so trus heading to umah Cik Yati Mohd Salleh,coursemate dulu. kene sebut nam abapak sekali.pasal nnt konpius which yati. ada 2 yati sebenarnya. yati sorg lg dh kawen n dh ada sorg baby.yati yang aku nk pegi umah dia nie,yati yg br nk bertunang.hehhe.so nk p majlis tunang dia la. dokat jea dgn umah aku.

tp sampai umah abg dia,kemusykilan sikit. sunyi jek. salah hr kah kitorg nie.wahahhaha. cik far call yati, yati suh masuk.dia kt atas tgh makeup. kitorg masih teragak2 nk masuk.sampai la kwn yati trun jemput kitorg depan pintu, br la rasa tak salah hr.kekkekek.bukan apa, meja n khemah ada jea kt luar tue. tp pintu tertutup rapat. tak nmpk org lak tue. jemput dtg kul, 12 tp nie dh kul 1 dh. so dh tak perlu risau salah hr la.hehehhe.

rupanya rombongan lelaki dtg kul 3 ptg. no wonder la sume lom siap sedia. yg aku n cik far paling risau, pasal tak nmpk plak catering. hahahhaha.kiotrg tgh lapo yang amat.yea arrr bangun dh kul bape. tak bekpes, trus jea g majlis org dgn niat nk trus mkn kt sana. nah ambik ko. padan muka. wahahahha. terkulat2 dua2 org menahan lapar. last2 kitorg ambik goodie bag siap2. pasal dlm tue ada muffin.hahhahhaha. bole agak la awat cepat jea ambik goodie bag kan. tp tak pantas sgt la kitorg nie. dh dkt 2 jam br nk bertindak. mmg licin la. siap cungkil2 saki baki muffin dr dlm cup.hahhaha. tp muffin tue mmg sedap.rasa blueberry. lembut..mmg cepat jea licin. mak yati yg buat sendiri tau.pandai betul mak dia. siap berangan nk mintak resepi.cewahh konon nk try buat sendiri la. oven pon tarak kt umah.

dh belasah muffin,tp menten dok tgg bila nk bole makan nie. hohoho.tepat kul 3 rombongan lelaki sampai. toktek toktek, kt kul 4 gakla br mula makan.hohoho. menu yg ada: spegeti, bihun grg, lontong, salad, coleslow, kek chocolate, kek lapis, bingka ubi n most menarik kambing panggang. sebenarnya majlis sekali dgn akikah anak buah yati, aidil. cute betui budak tue.geramm sgt tgk dia. mmg selamat la pipi dia aku picit2. huhu.

bole dapat air n bihun grg,tak terkata apa dh aku. laparn haus. licin bihun grg, smbg ambik spegeti n coleslow lakss. spegeti mmg aku sgt suka ok. pastu tgk cik far n linda belasah kambing. hohohoho.sedapnya tgk diorg makan....aku dh berzaman tak mkn kambing. taktau nape jd tak mkn. pada hal dulu aku mkn ok jea.takde side effect pon. suddenly stop mkn kambing sejak kakak aku kawin 5 thn lps.huhu. tp hr nie terliur sgt tgk kambing tue. gravy pon mcm lazat jea. nie la 1st p majlis tunang yg menu more to western. i like! aku bangun lg untuk kali ke-3. hahhaha. tibai 1 eping kambing n 2 potong yg dh dicarik2. gravy melimpah. hahhaha. then ambik 2 slice chocolate cake, 1 slice kek lapis n bingka serba satu.hahhahha. giler melantak. nyam2...sedapnya kambing nie. takde bau langsung kambingnya. kambing akikah kan, mesti la yg fresh br lepas sembelih.

duduk tenangkan perut dulu. kul 5 cabut balik. masa tue aku cam pening2 ckit2. hihi. kesan mkn kambingkah? hohoho. sampai umah sy mcm sgt pening. tarik selimut n tido lagi.wahahhaha. lg banyak pejam dr celik ari nie. maghrib br celik semula.hehhehhe.



You’re everything I thought you never were and nothing like I thought you could’ve been. But still you live inside of me. So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget. The only one I’d love to not forgive. And though you break my heart, you’re the only one. And though there are times when I hate you, cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me. And put tears on my face and even now while I hate you. It pains me to say, I know I’ll be there at the end of the day.

I don’t wanna be without you babe, I don’t want a broken heart. Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe. I don’t wanna play that part I know that I love you. But let me just say I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no. I don’t want a broken heart and I don’t wanna play the broken hearted girl...No...No No broken hearted girl. I’m no broken hearted girl.

Something that I feel I need to say . But up to now I’ve always been afraid. That you would never come around and still I want to put this out.
You say you’ve got the most respect for me but sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me. And still you’re in my heart but you’re the only one and yes
there are times when I hate you. But I don’t complain Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away. Oh but now I don’t hate you. I’m happy to say that I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe.,I don’t want a broken heart. Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe, I don’t wanna play that part. I know that I love you but let me just say I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no. I don’t want a broken heart and I don’t wanna play the broken hearted girl...No..No No broken hearted girl. Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be..Oooo. I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me...yeah. Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby I don’t wanna a broken heart. Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby, I don’t wanna play that part. I know that I love you but let me just say. I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No. I don’t want a broken heart, I don’t wanna play the broken hearted girl..No..No..No broken hearted girl, broken hearted girl No..no..no broken-hearted girl, no broken hearted girl...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

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Dari: mama tasya

C.I.K.R.E.E.N said...

thanks kak laila. terasa ramai yg lain menyayangi reen dengan dorongan dan sokongan. reen rindu tasya...